Thursday, May 10

cruel cruel world.

i'm so in the mood to write, i can literally see the ideas pouring out of my head. but too much of them spoil my mood. i just couldn't focus. the cruelty of the world is easily so made known nowadays. we have Youtube, Twitter, FB and what not. and today i forgot to stop myself from watching the cruel video of a mother hitting her 10-month old child. i don't want to expose myself to this kind of cruelty. i just don't want to know that there is such cruelty! but this world is cruel i just have to chalk it up. sad sad sad. the sadness can't be bear any longer i have to let the tears come out and wash away the splinter of the video on my cheek.


mama heart you sophie. love! (:

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Monday, March 19

my wedding.

this time i would to share about my wedding. no fancy stuff just the wajib stuff. hihi.

my wedding was the simpliest wedding i would say. there was no celebration and attended by a friend, my mom, my aunt and my lil bro. that was it. the akad nikah was held at JAIS bintulu office. but my mas kahwin was quite high to compensate the zero hantaran perhaps. there was no hantaran because it was not my parents' culture to ask for things in exchange for their daughter. and my dad was against it at that time. huhu. thank goodness my mom was there to make sure i went through all the brick walls. and it was not easy.
when tha day came, everything was smooth except for the lafazing part. both of our names were very hard to pronounce the juru nikah had to rehearse again and again to get our names right. but it was fun. with the wet palm, the nervousness, the wrong pronounciation of names where we had to go through the lafaz part 3 times if im not mistaken. we bought 2 set of secret recipe cakes all the way from miri in return of their favour. our wedding belanja is as below:
1. kain baju kurung n baju melayu (no fancy2)
2. secret recipe cake
3. air kotak
4. upah juru nikah and 3 witnesses
5. mas kahwin

that was it. simple right? the honeymoon part was even more fun ye! hoho..
ok i have nothing say oledi. til we meet again mate!

Wednesday, March 7

anger and disappointment.

can we just stone those rapist to death? and the mother, how could youuuu!!!

bullshit!

today will not be a good day. sigh.

Tuesday, February 14

pretty.

smiling to strangers can really make your day. especially when the strangers smile back instead of replying it with eh-do-i-know-this-beautiful-girl look. and today I smiled to a stranger and felt so good.

so smile, and the world will smile back to you. selamat hari kekasih.