ring ring!

i wish i can have 48 hours per day. or maybe less hour of working. instead of the regular 8 hours per day why not we, the mother especially, only need to work for 4 hours. if there is urgent matter we can simply settle them from home instead of going to the office. how fun is that?

oh btw, it was the 24th 28 yesterday and i got a ring (again). =D well women love jewellery, don't we?


sigh. i miss my baby. today she woke up at 5 in the morning and gave me a toothless smile. and a smelly pampers. poo poo liaw.

emotional post of the day.

There is this one article written by Obefiend which struck deep into my heart. it opens up my eyes as a converted muslim and realise those who condemned me of my decision are simply no good. there are some of my relatives who talk bad about me (my ever-understanding mom told me so) yang kononnya they are sad and my decision to live independently with my own family somehow is a step to leave or avoid my parents due to my current religion. gila batu api kan? but thank God my mom knows best and it was her advice that we move out so that we can learn not to depend on them and try to manage our own household. so to those who are judging me, mind you if you could spare some time and think if you are conveying good examples to those whom you judge as 'derhaka' because they choose to live separately from their parents. mcm la ko pun stay ngan parents ko selepas ko kawen nak? even the bible pun cakap a man will leave their parents and hold fast to his wife and become one flesh. it was mentioned twice in the book of Matthew and Ephesians! oh if your are still staying with your parents even after marriage, then does it make you more religious by talking bad about those who had converted? trying to api2 kan my mom yg kononnya i move out because i no longer want to be with them? force me to eat those barbequed pork so that my husband's 'spell' dont work on me? oh is that what your religion had taught you so? no im not talking bad about any religion pls dont get me wrong ok. im talking about you who try to kill my good relationship with my parents just because i had converted.
tettt. i guess i have gone too far.
boo yaahh.
enough of this emosi. i better read my book because thats one of the way every piece of me stay connected.

hagu hagu.

this is a post written by someone who may die of boredom.
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this is too much. sigh.
oh new year is coming soon. this year is indeed a blessed year. jadi ibu kepada sorg bayi perempuan yg sgt comel. i wont ask you to become as genius as Sheldon Cooper. all i want is for you to be obedient. to your parents, to those who are wiser (older of course!), and most importantly to God. mama has no idea what to write anymore. this boredom had literally robbed off my sanity.