breaking up

i'm the lousiest one.

i read through some articles about breaking up. finding courage as the first step is indeed the hardest part. so how can i jump to the final step if i don't even eat up the first step?

i'm the lousiest one. sigh.

camwhoring !

nahhh. this one is for you. i know you would miss me. cause i do too !

til then, take care. au revoir !

let there be peace !

i dont feel quite myself right now. it's gloomy outside. so do my heart.

i just wanna be happy. fuck you karma. i'd enough of this nonsense. pls let me go.

set sail !

please, please don't go back just yet. let's have a roadtrip and make it a memorable one.

long hair and skinny

i miss being the little me. i was so skinny that my mom started to worry and consulted a doctor if it was possible i had worms as my kekasihs gelap and hid it inside my stomach. and i miss having my long hair to cover my face whenever i was sleeping.

on top of all, i miss the feeling being problem-free. i don't want to grow any older than this. cause tomorrow's a worry for me.