Sunday, April 10

mighty mom.

this entry is especially made for my mom.

no word can best describe you. you are altogther beautiful, funny, cheerful, exuberant, responsible, loving, strong, fair, aggressive, sweet and sour at the same times, annoying sometimes, just, cool, grumpy and clumsy.. and the list goes on.




ibu lah paling mulia! because of that, i love u.

Wednesday, April 6

tears.

suddenly the heart is concealed with sorrow. the tears just can't stop falling. sigh. too much pressure i guess. i need books. and of course prayers. off for asar. bye!

Tuesday, April 5

empty.

this is a random post.

have you guys ever imagine a place which is so dirty where nobody would ever want to live in it? with lots of cockroaches, rats, flies, snakes and it stinks that you could hardly breathe? now have you guys ever imagine how does hell look like? with the high temperature which can burn through your skin into your bone and you can't pray for the death angel to took away your life because you are ALREADY dead! and you have to suffer every bits and pieces of the torture. scary right?

now tell me how can we avoid being placed in hell? is being good and kind to other people can save us from living in that torturous place? is it by performing 5 times prayer per day or attending weekly mass can guarantee us that we will be so far away from that ugly place? tepuk dada tanya selera. duduk tepi longkang and give it a thought.

magic.

i love watching grey's anatomy. although i have no knowledge at all in anatomy. but i love the story line. and there was this 1 particular episode from season 6 where a premature baby was born and almost lost her life. the doctor pulled out the life support system as they thought the baby will never make it. but surprisingly she did. alex took her and embraced her by putting her close to his heart. the baby's heart beat gradually picked up and finally she could breathe normally. see how a baby is link to another person to survive? a baby inside the womb enjoys the sound of the empty stomach of her mom. she has her mom's heart beat as lullaby. her mom heart beat would tell her everything will be fine and she has nothing to be worried about. they are fragile creature who recover fast and survive worst. sometimes medicine could not heal every illness. but human touch does. and at times it's not because of someone's character which make him strong but his faith does and the word of God strengthen him.

so whenever you feel weak and helpless, remember there is someone who will never abandon you.
Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
have a lil' faith and never ever lose hope!

Monday, April 4

sleepless night.

bad dreams, bad dreams go away,
good dreams, good dreams here to stay.

bad dreams, bad dreams go away,
good dreams, good dreams here to stay.

bad dreams, bad dreams go away,
good dreams, good dreams here to stay.