Thursday, December 30

voila !

i think it's clear to me. what i want out of this effing life !




but wait. i don't think i can make it. because there's so many things i want in my life and they're contradicting each other. oh my !


now tell me what do i want out of this life ? zzz.

août baby !



found this on the tumblr. IMHO 95% accurate :D

AUGUST=ATTITUDE outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention (yeah !). self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful (VERY indeed !). easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved (this is so true). hates studying (erk? disagree). in need of “that someone” (can i say i need everyone?). longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted (told ya !). lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn (totally agree !). curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

oh ! God's creation is marvelous ! agree not ? (:

Wednesday, December 29

anuptaphobia. am i ?

i went through the Phobia List just now. and there's one description of phobia which caught my attention. FEAR OF STAYING SINGLE. *giggles*

now i really need to sort my life and get to know what i really want out of it. can't stop questioning where is this life heading to. and i can feel the time is coming soon. really soon than the mind could ever imagine. are you prepared yet? cause i'm not ! *sigh*

Tuesday, December 28

the 12th 28.

its the 12th 28 we've been gone through together. i pray that His blessings be upon us and for unfailing and unconditional love to continue bond us together. Amin.

Monday, December 27

be bold and never give up.

because the most famous pancreatic cancer, Randy Pausch once said, Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted.

thus, this will be my new motto for the year twenty eleven ! cheers ! (=