boiling water.

these days I lost my temper so easily. even the sticky floor can trigger the rage. sigh. I guess I really need a break. or maybe a walk. I really miss running. because when I run, I feel relieve. I feel as if I still have the control over my body. to sacrifice your life for someone else's is not easy. it requires time, patient and most importantly, love. will you sacrifice your life for someone whom you not love? and I miss my me-time where I can read my book and not give a damn to anything else.

today.

and at this moment of distress, I have no one but You alone to seek help and guidance.
make me stronger than yesterday, dear Lord. make me stronger.

bob bob baby blue.

this is how it feels to work in an air-conditioned office. you feel so cold that the eyes choose to shut itself.





































my eyes are struggling right now. sigh. I really need to lie down and sleep.

heart break.

whenever a person treat you like you dont deserve any love, dumb him. why wait? why so faithful to those who never give you a thought? if insecurities strike you, move on. dont get too attach with those who cant promise you anything. who put himself above anyone else. who thinks he's so great he can treat others like rubbish.

right now, i feel like running. run away and never return. but responsibilities cant be taken for granted. and running away is no longer an option.

101.

they say 101 means eternity. so for this 101th post, i would like to pray for everlasting love among us.

may future be bright for us, may love bind us together till the very end.